A break from battling monsters, saving princesses and barging into villager's houses to steal their money.
Oops. I will try and do a legitimate post on here sometime soon <3
Lately I’ve been so unmotivated to do anything remotely productive. A week ago I had so much pent up creativity and ideas and somehow it all fizzled out on me. This seems to be a common thing. I’ll have spurts of ideas and inspiration for so many things all at once and then I choke at the fact I probably can’t deliver so I just get bummed out and give up before I even try.
I know that’s really bad but it seems to always happen that way. Do you guys get this way with certain things? I think everyone does. How do you deal with it or get over it? For me I don’t really do anything about it. I make up excuses for myself and convince myself it’s ok to feel unmotivated and I shouldn’t try to force creativity if it’s not there. Then one day I just get over it or get inspired to do something and it starts the cycle again.
I was so lethargic and apathetic this week. I worked a lot more than I have been recently so I guess that was my excuse for half of the week for not posting. But the rest of the time I just layed around my room biding time on my laptop. I played a lot of Sims 2 with my mum and brother. A lot. And I finished all 3 seasons of Clueless as well as the movie. That was probably the most productive thing I did all week.
It’s times like this where I feel like I should be doing more with my life. I’m 22 years old and I hardly work at the job I have now which isn’t entirely my fault since I can’t work if we don’t have any events booked - but still. In my mind I feel like I haven’t aged at all in the last 3 years or really progressed in my life. I see other people my age or even some younger than me and they have proper jobs and don’t live at home and act like adults with bills and responsibilities. I look at myself and see a girl who’s in a permanent loop of apathy and trapped in her own childhood. It doesn’t help that I still look 16 either.
I like the idea of being a proper adult. Having a regular full time job and a place of my own. Going to the bank and buying groceries and paying bills. (Yes, this is what my perception of adulthood is). Sometimes I try to be an adult and I get all motivated and do my laundry, tidy my room, make dinner, etc. And then I realize that those are all things everyone should be doing and how immature and irresponsible I am. Then I get really depressed and lay in my blanket cave infront of my laptop and watch cartoons.
I don’t know if I will ever live up to the adult stereotype. Maybe I’ll just stay a kid forever. Peter Pan knew what’s up with this whole growing up thing. Life is tough.
And I just noticed I completely fucked up the layers and there is no going back.
I want to destroy everything.
I’m from Canada! And at home I’m either on my laptop watching videos/chatting with people or I’m playing video games pretty much.
Hello, hello my fellow Hyrulians!
This is the very first post for my new blog, Teatime In Hyrule. I’m aware this used to be the name of my other Tumblr but I felt it would be more fitting for this one and changed my other one to Gwynzilla’s Cavern.
This blog will be dedicated to written posts and possibly my artwork so if you’re not prepared to read and would prefer mass reblogs of silly photos, you should follow my other blog instead.
I’m not sure how seriously I’ll take this. Right now it’s experimental but I wanted to try it and see what happens. Some days you may get really long, thought provoking posts and other days you might get some random blurb about something funny or weird that happened to me that day. Who knows. Maybe I’ll throw in come cartoons or comics illustrating what I’m writing about if I’m feeling confident.
Anyway, hopefully this won’t be a massive fail and I hope you all enjoy it :)